Floral paper

I love it, its so pretty :)

Thought this blog was in need of an update...

I am off to Bournemouth again on Wed for Uni, I dont know how this year could go...it could go wonderfully great and I manage to get good results, save up money, make better friendships with people, or the complete opposite.
I need to make an effort anyways, the amount im in debt already :|

The few thoughts currently in my mind are money...I cannot wait til I get my loan! things will be a little easier then, the way the next year will go, my new housemates - whats this going to be like?, whether I am going to stay friends with the same people and things...and then what will happen in May. Oh its all quite exciting isnt it, but scary.

I know a lovely boy whom feels the same here, because we are both talking about it - It will all end up okay :) through the struggle and everything, it usually does :)

The main thing I want to gain whilst im back in Bournemouth is better friendship, yeah I had friends in Bournemouth, but a majority of them were more 'acquaintances' and I couldn't just ring them and ask if they wanted to meet up and do something, or just go over and see them...It would be strange, and out of the blue.

No matter how many up and down's you have things work out, for the better or for the worse, it happens and its your choice which road to take. I belive in trying to deal with everything the best you can, and if thats not good dont put yourself down because of it, there is that fine line where you can overstep frequently...if things get on top of you and you need to sort something you either do too much or too little, Its so hard to find that good in between.

I tell myself on a weekly basis 'just keep trying, dont give up' because I so nearly gave up on Uni recently, again. I want to be able to tackle something I find hard once in my life..not give up. giving up is the easy way out! I know this year is going to be hard, tough, and stressful, but I also know im going to have some really good unforgettable times too. Treat yourself a little I say :)

And if you do need help, ask...at the end of the day we are only human and don't have the mind of a machine! I don't know if any of this made any sense, because I cba to read through it, so good luck with attempting to read this :)

Treasure

Some people want gold, some people want money, some people want the whole world. Do you know what I want? To always be happy.

And sorry guys and girls but you cannot buy happiness, people who tell you you can, they lie. yes they can buy you things that can make you happy (ie...a house, an animal, a peice of clothing) but they cannot buy you the emotion in a jar.

So what makes you happy?

Is it life goals? your designer clothing? your relationships with people?

Do people forget those little things which may go unrecognised until someone points them out?

Have you forgotten the feeling when you walk somewhere at night time, when the street lights are on, and no one is around, and you cannot hear a thing, whether it lasts 10 minutes, or a few seconds...do you capture that time and think wow...
The smell after it rains, do you ever close your eyes and smell it?
When you see other people smiling and laughing does it make you feel good inside?

Little things like this are the easiest way to have eternal happiness, you have to try and capture these little moments as soon as you see them, then once you come across them you will remmeber the feeling you first had. Bliss? quiet? hope? love?

These things may be forgotten by most people who have 'more important things to think about' but they are still here and at least there are still some people which appreciate little things like that.

Enjoy what you have, enjoy having your sight, enjoy being able to taste things... :D

I find it strange when people ask me why im always so happy, now you know!

My treasure is pretty simple really :)